got the boot...

its so true.. my mouth and the conservatives that run the website babycenter.com truly kicked me off the site.. for my um.. colorful use of the word FUCK I love that word, it puts so much emphasis on the point I am trying to make and the point was that my opinion in things matter, I have a voice ( spoken like colin firth) I was always getting emails about personal attacks after some bratty twat mom went to the group owner complaing how she didnt like how I called her a twat or whatever I dont care, so yeah I no longer have a cyber home of women in the same position as I am with a baby born in august 2010.. my fucking heart bleeds

My opinions may have been TOO much

yeah its been while... a long while so much has happened hey its a new year , Calleigh walked across the living room on Christmas eve.. shes still lazy and knows she can crawl faster so she walks here and there not really INTO the whole walking thing, shes gained some weight and actually fits into some 18 month clothes..

bombed at melissas..this is what summer is..pool bbq good friends and family

its been way too long

wow,  month has gone by.. I can not believe my baby Calleigh is going to be 8 months on monday.. omg I am turning 33 on Sunday, even bigger OMG Mateo is almost a month away from being .... GASP ... a TEEEEEENAGER
uuugh when the eff did that happen. 

Long day.. even longer last night

Its been a long day, and when I say that I truly mean it, last night I tried to go to sleep at my usual 2am-ish.. well after laying there for a while I got out of bed, once again I could not sleep, so I got up and hung out with the husband, we watched TV surfed the internet for tattoos and then watched a movie, at about 4am I said there is no point going to sleep now so I guess im all nighting it, and so the sun came up and we watched boyz in the hood , yeah.. so its 1am now Im so exhausted, going to get to bed and not even get into the test results I got back from my blood work, I guess you all can hold your breath... its a doozy

another weekend... gone

the only reason I am happy this weekend is over is hat its Mike's short week, he only works 2 days.. yay because my hubby is a drummer with the essex county emerald society, this month is crammed full of parades... next weekend is going to be Calleigh's 1st st patty's day parade!! yay Mateo hates them because he says he should not have to participated BC he is 100% Italian, when he grows up and realizes its a drinking holiday Im sure his tune will change, speaking of changes,, he is going through his and his attitude is deplorable.. I want to put him through a wall daily.I love him, would give my life for his gladly but his mood swings are killing me.. on a lighter note, its almost spring and I can not wait to get in the garden last year I was pregnant and was limited to what I could do.. due to sheer laziness and not having the will to do much of anything but sleep.. this year hopefully it will be different. its after 2am gotta get some sleep

Lazy Saturday

I feel like I missed a day full of opportunities.. I wasted the weather, I slept when Calleigh slept, I did  a load of laundry.. its still needs to be dried, yeah can you say lazy.. Its Mike's long weekend and on top of that he has parades.. ugh I dread his working weekends.. I miss him.. there are so many thing I want to do for spring, since we are here def for 2 moire years I want to repaint my bathroom get all new accents and make it mine.. I want to get some kind of filing system for near the computer, and get the bedroom done, I swear the closet looks like it threw up all over the floor I hate keeping my bedroom like that, its how Mike's mess of an ex wife kept her shit Now Im just rambling, my stomach hurts.. wow yo gabba gabba just went off so it must be 11...